It's quite ridiculous. The thoughts in my head won't stop spinning and it's really becoming a problem now.
I honestly feel I need to go back in to the shadows and bury myself in work. It's not that I particularly want to, but I also don't want to end in a destructive spiral that causes further damage to those I love. I choose work because it's the one thing I can disappear in. And it's the only thing I can do until I find a way to stop being so stupid.
A period of metaphorical radio silence is needed. A further hiatus.
But I reserve the right to change my mind when I find myself in a calmer place.
So as the title says.
Until we meet again.
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